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xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Fri, 16 Dec 2005 22:37:45 GMT

Well... baby Tyler is here. He was born on December 2nd at 6:03pm. He was 8lbs and 9oz and was 22in long. When I got there they gave me a pill to induce my labor and you have to let it disolve for four hours. I started having contractions and they were going to give me another one but my contractions were too close together so they ended up giving me some liquid stuff in my IV to slow down the contractions. Then they gave me more stuff to speed up my contractions... lol weird I know.

But anywho... I ended up having to get a c-section cause he was too big and I stoped dialating at 4 centimeters. But I ended up being in labor for I think about 18 hours. Crazy stuff.

Being a mommy is definitely different and at time kinda frusterating but I love it. It was totally worth it. But I gotta go take a shower and take a nap before he wakes up again... hehe.

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Thu, 01 Dec 2005 17:42:47 GMT

So tonight is the night. The doctors decided they're going to induce me and I have to be at the hospital tonight at midnight.

So as of Friday, December 2... I'm gonna be a mommy!

I'm so nervous!!!!

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Wed, 30 Nov 2005 18:37:52 GMT

Yeah I haven't written in here in like FOREVER! lol

Not too much is going on... I'm out of work now so pretty much I'm doing like nothing all day long which sucks. Tyler's late... lol. He was due yesterday but didn't come out yet. I have to go to the doctors in like three hours. Everything is set up for him so now I'm just waiting on him.

Sean got rid of his car... he traded it in for a 2005 Dodge Dorango. It's nice... I like it. And I get to drive it cause it's an automatic. lol. It's big though... even though I was use to my truck which was big... this is like closed in and it's different. lol but it's really nice. Sav traded in her car too for a trail blazer. That's really nice too. I WANT ONE!!! lol. At least I got Sean's that I can drive.

Other than that... nothing exciting so I'm gonna go... LATER!

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Mon, 24 Oct 2005 16:47:46 GMT

Yeah I haven't updated in a while. Haven't been doing too much since Sean has been back home. You know how guys are... I had to get use to him being back home. lol. It was kinda nice having him gone for a little while... but of course I did miss him too. lol.

Anywho... haven't been doing anything too exciting. Just working really. This past weekend me and Sean started working on the baby's room. Didn't get too much done... we just basically had to go through all of our shit that was in there and we took down his pool table. muahaha. lol. And we set up the crib. That's all we're really gonna do until this weekend cause I'm gonna be getting more stuff from the baby shower. I'm can't wait til the shower... it's gonna be fun. I think today I'm getting the dresser from my mom so we can at least put that in the room so I can start putting his clothes in there but that's about it for now.

I'm starting to get more nervous now that it's coming closer and starting to experience the pre-pains of it. lol. I just can't wait til it's over with.

Oh yeah... I got my car. I don't really like it. There's still some things wrong with it but whatever. I didn't pay for it so I don't really care. Well... gotta get ready to go back to work.... LATER!

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Fri, 07 Oct 2005 16:54:38 GMT

I'm so tired... I had such a hard time getting up these past two days. I can't wait to sleep in tomorrow! I wanna call out of the daycare so bad... but I can't. lol. They already don't have enough people as it is. Hahaha... Dori asked me yesterday if I was planning on coming back after the baby. I think I said yes but I'm definitely thinking NO! lol.

Anyways... last night I hung out with Sav and Melis for a little while. Went to Taco Bell... hahaha. Sorry Sav!!! Love ya! Saw Jenna at DD and I haven't seen her in soooo long! Sean called last night and he's in London right now. He was telling me how they're hanging out with Hell's Angels. Oh boy! Hah. They have the convention to go to all weekend... after that I have no idea what they're doing.

Tonight... I don't really know what I'm doing... nothing planned yet.

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Tue, 04 Oct 2005 22:05:27 GMT

I feel like shit... I don't know what's wrong. I'm like emotionally drained.

For the past couple weeks I've been having like some slight cramping here and there but today... sucked. lol. I thought I was gonna have to leave work early cause I just kept getting like sharp pains and it sucked. It was like that like all day up until like 4. Not to mention I'm so freaking tired... I haven't slept in since like last Wed.

Tomorrow I have to go to the doc's in the morning... I think Sean's going but not positive. He's leaving tomorrow in the late afternoon to go to freaking England. He'll be gone til the 14th. In a way I'm kinda glad he's leaving for a little while cause we've been fighting a little bit and I don't know... it's hard to explain. But I'll still miss him. I've been so freaking emotional about everything lately and it sucks... I cry over everything and anything. Some people can't understand it though which makes it a lot worse. I've been so stressed lately too with so much shit that's going on... I just can't wait til it's all over with. I think while Sean's gone I'm going to start going through all the shit in the spare bedroom that's gonna be the baby's and start putting the baby stuff in there cause it's all piled up in the living room right now. I better start setting something up cause I'm pretty sure I'm not gonna last til the end of November. Everybody at work says he's gonna be a Halloween baby and I'll have him at the end of October or the first week of November. I say we should start a bet going. lol. And whoever wins... has to give it to me. haha.

Anyways... I gotta do laundry and shit so Sean can pack for tomorrow. I can't stand it... I'm like the little bitch/maide of the house. He doesn't do anything for himself anymore. Ugh... MEN!

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Sun, 25 Sep 2005 23:38:07 GMT

Well this weekend was pretty good...

Friday night I went to my parents house for dinner. My car finally got dropped off over there. My dad is suppose to start working on it tomorrow if it doesn't rain. I left there about like 8 or so and met up with Sav and Melissa at Melissa's house. Drove around for a little while. Saw Ryan was at the lot so went back to Melissa's so she could get her car cause she was leaving later with Ryan... but instead Sav drove Melissa's car and I let Melissa drive my truck. Hahaha Good times! Then we pretty much just hung out at the lot for the rest of the night. And I saw Jackie there who I haven't seen in sooooo freaking long.

Saturday I woke up and wanted pancakes so I called Sav to go out to breakfreast but the time she freaking got here it was alright like 12 and I wasn't really in the mood for pancakes anymore. We took a little detour to Enfield to look at a house but we're not really sure if it's the right one or not. lol. We ended up going to Friendly's for lunch. Then we went to the mall to buy her a temporary pay as you go phone since she broke her nextell phone and can't fix it. lol. Went to my parents house so she could see my new car. WOOOOO! lol. Went to see Dan at her house after. Then we decided to go see the Exorcism of Emily Rose. That movie was pretty crazy!!! lol. I was actually scared during a few parts. Sav was making fun of me cause I had like my eyes covered. lol. Then we met up with Melissa. By the time we got out of the movies it was freezing... but I loved it. lol. I don't really remember what we did... we got some ice cream at Friendly's and at some point ended up at the lot again. Pretty much chilled there. Melis and Ryan left to go to her house so she could get a sweatshirt so me and Sav went to Taco Bell so I could get my quesadilla or however you spell them. lol. Went back to the lot and pretty much hung out there for the rest of the night again.

Today got up nice and early at like 8am to get ready. Had to meet Sav at my parents house cause we all went to the Big E today cause it was my daddy's birthday. Me and Sav got to ride in Collin's jeep jeep. WOOO-HOOO! My daddy won me a big pug stuffed animal. He's so sweet! lol. And Bobby won Sav one too. We pretty much just walked around. In one of the buildings, there's a little place where those chinese people give those massages that I heard were really painful, and if you walked by them they would like grab your arm and pull you in. lol. When we walked by they like attacked my dad and Pete and they ended up doing it. lol. My dad said he felt so much better afterwards but it did hurt. lol. But while we were waiting for them to get done... some guy who looked like the boss of the building or whatever he was came over and was yelling at them for grabbing people when they walked by. I guess people were complaining about how aggressive they are to get you to go in. lol. Other than that nothing too interesting happened there. I ate so much!!! lol.

Now I'm home and I'm waiting for Sean to come back from Boston. But he won't be home for like another two hours. But I am soooo tired! I'm gonna go lay down and watch some TV or something... all the walking today killed me!!! lol.

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Fri, 23 Sep 2005 19:39:05 GMT

Quick update....

So my dad bought me a car. It's a jeep cherokee... however you spell it. It's black. It's alright. But it's old. But it's def better than my truck so that's always a plus. Hopefully I'll be able to drive it by the end of the weekend but I kinda doubt it.

Sean's leaving in about an hour to go to Boston for the weekend... so I'm left all by my lonesome. Oh wells. lol. I've been busy trying to find a three bedroom appartment cause we're gonna move out and live with Dan and Sav somewhere. Tomorrow I think me and Sav are gonna go look at a couple places.

Tonight... I'm bringing my car to my parent's house so my dad can work on a couple things and then I'm having dinner over there. Oh so exciting! lol.

That's all for now...

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Tue, 20 Sep 2005 17:54:09 GMT

Yeah so I should have a new car by the end of the week... wooohooo...

I think I'm getting the intrepid which isn't so bad... it's four door so it'll be easier for when Tyler comes. The other car was a honda accord but it's two door. It was nice though... sun roof... tan leather interior... black on the outside... power everything. But I really wanted a four door. The third one was a ford explorer... red... which is really the one I want but the intrepid is the cheapest. My dad said he'll pay for whatever car I get at first... but he's only really paying for $1000 of it and whatever it cost over that I have to pay so I'm pretty much just going with the cheapest car would be.

Whatever one it is... I just can't wait to get rid of the truck... lol. Even though I've had some good times in it. lol. It'll still be around cause my dad is keeping it as a back up car just incase someones car breaks or whatever.

Anywho... gotta get ready to go back to work... Buh-byes!!!

I'm bored.....

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Tue, 20 Sep 2005 17:49:51 GMT

What does your name mean? i dont know.... look it up. lol.
How old are you? 19
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? i dont know... 20-21
Describe yourself in 5 words: hmmm... caring, procrastinator, dorky, huge lol, and uh... busy
What are your worst qualities: moody, procrastinator, can be pretty lazy
What are your best qualities: good listener, caring, i can be a perfectionist and that can be a good thing.
How long does it take you get get ready in the morning: for work: 10 mins. during the weekend: like 20 mins
~SLEEP~
Do you dream at night? yeah
Do you remember your dreams? sometimes
Describe one: i gave birth to a toddler... and it was one of the little boys in my room at the daycare... his name is tyler and i can't stand him... lol.
What time do you go to bed usually? 10-11
What time do you wake up normally? depends on what time i have to work
What time do you wake on weekends? 9:30-10:30
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? both... sometimes over sleeping makes me more tired when i wake up.
Do you sleep with one pillow or two? 2... plus one for in between my legs

~SCHOOL~
Did you like school? it was alright... i miss it though
Why/why not? didn't like going to classes... but liked hanging out with everybody
Whats was ur fave subject? psych
Most hated subject? english
Did you have a fave teacher? Mr. Katulka
Ever had a crush ona teacher? no
Were you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? math/science

~FRIENDS~
Do you have heaps of friends? i have a quite a bit... but obviously closer to some than others...
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? girl
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? prob at times
Have you ever lied to a friend? prob...
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? no... that's just rude lol

~FAMILY~
Do you like your parents? yeah... i miss them lol
Ever run away from home? nope
Ever thought about it? yeah... me and my sis had a plan one time
Do you have any siblings? yeah
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? i like my brother... my sister is a bitch
How old are they? 22(about to be 23) & 21
If not, do you mind being an only child? ---
Do you feel your parents spoil you? somewhat...
Do you not get along with any of your family? i get along with pretty much everyone... but not necessarily like everyone lol
Do you have big family get togethers ever? no not really

~Sex~
Ever had sex? yeah
Believe that a person shouldnt have sex before marriage? depends on the person
Believe in casual sex? i think it should be with someone you care about... but depends on the person... i dont think less of someone for it
When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? i had just turned 17
Did you regret it? no... not really... i cared about him at the time

~Religion~
Do you have a religion? no
Do you practice it i.e go to church? no
Do you believe in God? yeah
Jesus? sure
Satan? not really
Heaven? yeah
Hell? not really
If you died tomorrow what do you believe will happen to you? lol i wanna be a ghost so i can haunt people...

~Morals~
Have you ever been drunk? yeah
taken drugs? yeah
stolen? yeah
shoplifted? yeah... same as stealing... lol
tried to commit suicide? no... i've cut myself though
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? yeah
gotten into a fight? not physically
are you more innocent or guilty? now a days.... innocent
Would you date a drug addict? no
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? no
Are you racist? no
Are you discriminatory to anyone? no
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? yeah prob
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? Open

~Media~
Do you watch tons of tv? no
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? i think... like twice maybe
Do you listento the radio often? whenever i'm driving
Do you read the newspaper? no... not unless im looking for something
Do you read magazines? sometimes
Are you a couch potato? i can be... i'm not as much as i used to be
Do you use the internet too much? not really only when i'm really bored

~Music~
Whats your fave style of music? r&b/rap
Do you play an instrument? nope
Do you sing? i love to sing... but i wont sing infront of like anyone lol
Whats your fave band? dont really have one
Why? ---
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year: 3 doors down, keith urban, mariah carey.... and i've barely listened to them. lol waste of money
Why did you buy them? i dont know... lol cause i liked like one song on each cd lol

~perosnality~
Are you funny or serious? both
Creative or not? depends with what... and my mood
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? logical
Are you outgoing or shy? outgoing
Are you lazy or active? both lol
Have you ever been hyperactive? like on a sugar rush lol
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? not really

~Looks~
Are you happy with the way you look? hahaha not at the moment
What would you change? my weight lol
Do you wear makeup regularly? yeah
Do you have a large wardrobe? not really

~Money~
Do you have a job? yeah... two
Do you like it? one's alright
Are you a saver or a spender? spender
Do you work hard or slack off? slack off at one... work hard at the other
Have you ever been fired? yeah... but it was their fault cause they made a mistake so they rehired me... but then i just stopped going after that
In trouble at work? yeah
Made a major mistake? somewhat
Ever had money stolen from you? not that i can remember
Are you always broke? pretty much... i have no spending money for myself cause it all goes to bills.

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Sat, 10 Sep 2005 01:12:48 GMT

Wow I haven't written in this thing for forever....

I finally got the internet hooked up at my apartment now. Good times. Things are going pretty good I guess. Little Tyler should be here pretty soon. I'm excited... but kinda scared at the same time. I can't picture myself being someone's mommy and having to take care of someone for the rest of their lives. I def can't picture Sean being a daddy but I def can't wait to see him hold him. I know he can't wait either... I think I'm more nervous than he is. I think we're going to be staying with my parents and his parents for a little while after I have him to just make things a little easier... especially if I have to have a c-section since he's freaking like godzilla right now. lol. Long story. But there's less than two months left.... kinda crazy.

Anyways... still working two jobs. Me and Sean are pretty good... we got our ups and downs but I still love him. Other than that... I can't really think of anything... lol.

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Sat, 11 Dec 2004 01:35:54 GMT

i believe my parents are getting a divorce. i really don't see them staying together much longer. they're "bickering" right now and i'm not gonna go into detail about their discussion... but i really don't think that their marriage is gonna change and my mom is finally standing up for what she wants out of him and i know he's not gonna give it to her. i def don't see them staying together "Forever."

on that note my dad came home tonight (obvious that he's been at the bar tonight) and tried talking me out of moving tomorrow. yes... i'm gonna totally agree with him and be like "oh... nvm" and go unpack all my boxes and stay at home.... NOT! then... i'm in my room after this little talk we had... and i hear my dad talking to my mom in the living room... about how he totally doesn't agree with it and he's not gonna have any part of it and he's not gonna help me. and my brother went to dd today and saw melissa there and they were talking about it as well and he said that he's not gonna have any part of it because he doesn't agree with what i'm doing. THANK YOU MELISSA FOR STANDING UP FOR ME! at least she said that she was my friend and that it was my decission and that she was gonna support me. why can't my family be supportive? whatever... i guess. i'll be out tomorrow so i won't really need to worry about it.

after i'm gone tomorrow i won't be able to update anymore... so pretty much this is like my last entry. anyone who wants to be involved in our little parties coming up and want to see my new place... :op you can call my cell. if you're important than you already have it. ;)

well i guess that's all... LOVE YA ALL!

--peace out girl scout--
;o)

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Fri, 10 Dec 2004 03:42:24 GMT

omg i am so incredibly stoked for this weekend.

I'M FINALLY MOVING OUT!!!!!!!

tomorrow im gonna spend like all day packing and then start moving everything on saturday. i should be able to get everything over there on saturday cause i don't have much to move. i'm not taking my bed or dresser or anything like big... just mostly clothes and just shit around my room. but i'm so freaking excited.

CAN'T WAIT TIL JENNA'S SURPRISE PARTY!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHHAHA
ANYONE WANNA COME.... LEAVE A COMMENT!!!!
WHO WOULD'T WANNA GO.... IT'S FOR JENNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Tue, 07 Dec 2004 02:21:36 GMT

god i am so tired right now... yeah so this weather freaking sucks. lol. the roads are so shitty... i need to put waits in the back of my truck so it won't slide as much. it was so scary driving today... especially on the way home. tomorrow morning is prob gonna suck a lot too cause we're suppose to have like freezing rain and shit in the morning. and i gotta be at work for 7 so thats gonna suck.

today at worked... it wasn't too bad. it was really busy but i was express so it wasn't that bad. i have thurs, fri, sat, sun, and mon off coming up... i'm so freaking excited. and i'm getting paid for three of those days. woooo.

after work i came home and bitched with my mom for like half an hour... and then went to seans. yeah i kinda regret doing that cause it sucked... but oh well. i guess we just gotta sort some shit out or whatever.

well i'm tired and i'm going to go lay down...

jenna is the bomb-digity! lol

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Sat, 04 Dec 2004 01:06:21 GMT

yeah so i had to get surgery today. i was wicked nervous before... but now that i look back i shouldn't have been. lol. i don't remember anything from it. lol... the worst thing i remember from it was putting the IV in my hand cause it heart like a bitch lol and then in the operating room when they were injecting the stuff into my hand... that hurt wicked bad but i don't remember anything after that. when i woke up i was just really tired... still am so i think i'm gonna go take a nap in a little while. lol. yeah at like 8:30 at night taking a nap... haha oh wells.

when i came home sean came over for a little while... nothing too special. it was just nice seeing him. we had to send pictures to his dad so he could print them out for me... well for my dad's friend. but other than that just chilled around the house. i couldn't eat or drink anything past midnight last night and the last thing i ate was pizza when sav, me, and jenna went to wooster st pizza... and that was like at 6 or something last night. so i soon as i came home i made my mom order grinders from bocco's pizza down the street... it was so goooooddd!!!! lol. but tomorrow i'm prob just gonna chill around the house for a little while... who knows.

well i'm gonna go lay down or something... buhbye!!!!!!!

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Sat, 04 Dec 2004 01:00:53 GMT

I AM: tired
I WANT: lay down and watch movies
I HAVE: a headache
I WISH: i could move out sooner
I HATE: not having money
I FEAR: of this happening again
I HEAR: music
I WONDER: if it's really the truth
I REGRET: doing things in the past
I LOVE: my boyfriend
I ACHE: in my belly lol
I ALWAYS: wonder
I AM NOT: strong
I DANCE: stupidly with friends lol
I SING: all the time
I CRY: a lot lately
I AM NOT ALWAYS: sure
I WRITE: not too often
I WIN: always in arguments hahhahaha riiiiiiiight
I LOSE: prob in arguments lol
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: more money so i could move out
I SHOULD: get another job and be more trusting
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YES or NO:
x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: livejournal
x. LIKE TO COOK: yeah... hahah but i'm not too good... i'd rather bake
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yup
x. YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yes

DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: yeah lol
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: nope lol i wish i was
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: more now than i did
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yeah
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CURRENT
HAIR COLOR: strawberry-blonde
EYE COLOR: green
HEIGHT: 5'3" i think
BIRTHPLACE: CA
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FAVORITE
NUMBER: don't have one
COLOR: baby blue
DAY: friday
MONTH: december and may
SONG: don't really have one right now
FOOD: mexican stuff
SEASON: summer/fall
SPORT: basketball
DRINK: water and apple juice

PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: both
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: white
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla
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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? yeah
BOUGHT SOMETHING? food... lol
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yup
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? livejournal
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yeah
MISSED SOMEONE? yeah
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Wed, 01 Dec 2004 04:11:28 GMT

well... things have been going pretty good i guess. i decided to get the dnc instead of waiting for it to happen. this whole thing is kinda freaking me out... i just can't wait til it's over with. thursday i have to go back to the doctors to fill out forms and blood work and shit. then friday i have to go to st. francis to have it done. i'm wicked nervous. oh man. my mom is going with me and i bet my dad is gonna wanna go... sean's gonna see if he can take off work.

so steve decided to just pack his shit up and leave without saying anything to sean... that's pretty messed up. but anyways... he wants me to move in like next week but i dont know if that's gonna happen. i know it def has to be by the end of dec. i'm kinda scared to talk to my parents about it... but what are they gonna do... tell me no. lol. they already know im moving out... just not this soon. lol. oh well.

well i'm really tired and hungry so i'm gonna go... love ya!

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Sat, 27 Nov 2004 01:33:38 GMT

1. What is the geekiest part of your music collection? i use to have like bwitched and all that fun stuff but i cant remember if i got rid of it or not in my tag sale...

2. What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? depends on what we have... grapes if we have it.

3. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? i dont know...

4. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? i have no idea... i would never be able to afford so i dont have to worry about it lol

5. Do you have a completely irrational fear? spiders... but thats not really irrational

6. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments? playing with my fingers and rings... and biting my lip

7. Are you a pyromaniac? no... but it can be amusing sometimes.

8. Do you have too many love interests? nope... just one! :)

9. Do you know anyone famous? nope

10. Describe your bed: I MISS MY WATERBED!!!!!!! queen size... blue sheets and blanket... with LOTS of pillow and my big stuffed dog (al)

11. Spontaneous or planned? both...

12. Do you know how to play poker? no

14. What do you carry with you at all times? cell phone and keys

15. What do you miss most about being a kid? nothing really... i didn't really like my childhood... but def not having the responsiblity of money and all that. lol cause we all know i suck at it.

16. Are you happy with your given name? eh...

17. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? not a lot lol

18. What color is your bedroom? uh white... but with some design on it... lol wow i've never really noticed.

19. What was the last song you were listening to? first cut is the deepest... lol me and sav were talking about it today.

20. Have you ever been in a play? yeah... the wizard of oz in 3rd grade.

21. Have you ever been in love? def am

22. Do you talk a lot? depends on who i'm with... and the mood i'm in

23. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? yeah i guess lol

24. Do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? i dont really pay attention to them... lol oops you never know... they could like spend the money that people give them like on coke or something

25. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? yeah... for the most part

26. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends? lately... my boyfriend

27. What is your ideal marriage location? i dont know... location doesn't really matter... i just want it to be wicked pretty and like flowers and candles and stuff... lol

28. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play? def piano

29. Favorite fabric? soft fuzy stuff lol

30. Something you love and hate? love... my life right now... hate... my job

31. What kind of bedding do you use? i dont know

32. Do you tell your friends about your sex life? certain things

33. What's the one language you want to learn? spanish

34. How do you eat an apple? on the side

35. What do you order at a bar? i dont go to bars lol

36. Do you have any piercings? no... but i want to get my nose done

37. Do you have tattoos? no

39. Do you drive stick? nope

40. What's one trait you hate in a person? liars

41. What kind of watch do you wear? none

42. Most frivolous purchase? hmmm... i don't really have one

43. Do you consider yourself materialistic? not really... compared to my family i am... but i don't think so

44. What do you cook the best? lol well... i don't know... pancakes? lol

45. Favorite writing instrument? a pen lol

46. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? blend in i guess

47. Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? sure

48. What's one car you will never buy? a wagon lol or mini van

49. What kind of books do you like to read? none really

50. If you won the lottery, what would you do? i'd buy a house and a new car

51. Burial or cremation? burial

52. How many online journals do you read regularly? 4 i guess

53. What's one thing you're a sore loser at? nothing really lol

54. If you don't like a person, how do you show it? ill be a bitch lol

55. Do you cry in front of your friends? yeah

56. What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? i've heard that people think i'm kinda bitchy or snotty when they first meet me lol

57. What's one thing you like to do alone? sing lol

58. Are you a giver or a taker? both

59. When's the last time you cried? yesterday

60. Favorite communication method? phone

61. How many drinks before you're tipsy? i dont even know... its been sooooo long since i've drank

62. Do you think you're cute? eh

63. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? depends on who it is

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Tue, 23 Nov 2004 14:00:46 GMT

yesterday was the worst day of my life... i can't even put into words how i feel.

i saw it coming... i just actually couldn't believe it was happening...

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Mon, 15 Nov 2004 18:47:28 GMT

OMG I JUST GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT!!! it scared the shit outta me. i wasn't paying attention and i rear-ended this old guy... i hit him hard too. but there was no damage to either of our cars so he decided to just let it go. i was flipping out cause i thought i'd have to end up telling my dad. that was the first accident i've ever been in that i was driving. AHHHHH!!! lol.

anyways... not too much is going on. been hanging out with jenna and sean mostly. i go to the doctors on thursday... i'm kinda nervous. i dont know why. i'm sure everything will be alright. oh yeah... and my dad's not talking to me. saturday i slept over sean's and he's disappointed in the way i'm handling this whole situation and he doesn't approve of one thing i'm doing so... i guess he's not talking to me. he said one word to me within the last like two days... and that was... "yup." yeah i love my family!

tonight i have class... but uhhhh... once again i'm not going. lol. i just don't think i'm gonna go anymore. yeah i payed for it but since i'm not going to be able to go back after this semester... what's the point of finishing this semester. it's not like i'll be getting any degree and i know for sure i won't be going back after like june... or whenever it's gonna be. so either way it was a waste of my money. but oh well... shit happens.

but i'm gonna go... i gotta take a shower before i go to sean's... i think we're gonig grocery shopping today... we better cause he needs more food for me to eat. lol. well i'm out.... laters.

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Fri, 05 Nov 2004 02:10:06 GMT

Yeah I just got outta class like an hour early... wicked sweet. i'm so tired even though i didn't do like anything constructive today really... i did clean up the kitchen and picked up my room but that was about it.

i went to s&s to get my check so i could put gas in my truck.. wooo... then i had to talk to tina about switching my hours for saturday so i can go to the funeral saturday morning. then i went to sean's house and by the time i got there dan was there. they wanted to go quading and they called up kevin to see if he wanted to go... so us three and kevin and jodi went. me, sean, and dan went to his shop to get the quad out buuuuttt... the guy who owns it changed the password on sean for some odd reason... even though sean pays him 60 bucks a month to use it. who knows what the hell is going on. so we had to go back to the field to get kevin and jodi and tell them what happened and of course dan... doesn't listen to sean... kept his car running without it being all the way on... so his battery died. so kevin had to jump start it... yeah. lol brought back memories of me and sav when we did that... haha. but yeah... i wasn't feeling too good which kinda sucked but... sean was being wicked cute about it... oh he's awesome. i'm so happy. i couldn't be any happier. he called while i was in class and left a message saying he just wanted to make sure i was feeling better and stuff... he's such a sweetheart.

i can't wait til i move out... it's gonna be so sweet. ohhh my tummy hurts. but i think i'm gonna go eat something... and i'm wicked tired... gotta work first thing in the morning... woohoo... hah.

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Fri, 22 Oct 2004 14:37:15 GMT

MMMMM...... yeah.

Last night I ended up not going to class... so Jenna and Melis skipped with me. Oh what such great friends. I've been feeling really shitty lately... not quite sure why... things are just so confusing and stressful right now. Eh... whatever. So we went to the mall for a little while and then met up with Laura and Erin at Starbucks. Oh Laura... she's so crazy. Then we went and got some food... lol Jenna and Melis are crazy as well.

So then we decided... that we wanted to have Sean and Melis race finally.... so I call up Sean and he agrees so we go to his appartment and we drove down that street before actually going there to have Melis practice the take-off just once... lol. So we have her do it and she did a sweet burn out. lol. So we got to his appartment and Sean was like all phsyched up and thought he would win... LOL. Jenna decided to stay behind and I went in the car with Melis... we went down some road that leads to the 4town fair. lol. I was so nervous. But Sean got beside us and we started the race from a roll.... MELISSA BEAT HIM!!!! lol I was chearing her on the whole time! OH YES! lol. Then I didn't know where we were going to I called Sean and he said to turn around and he wanted to do it again cause he was on a turn LOL riiiiiight. So... this time we did it from a stop. We both took off... Sean was beating us in the beginning but Melis made a come back and beat him again... well... me and Melis thought we were done but then all of a sudden Sean was like right next to us again lol so we sped up and we both hit like a little bump and Sean bottomed out. lol. But Melis did end up winning once again. lol. It was so much fun. I'm glad she showed him up.

But I didn't want to stay there so we left and went to the park... had some nice bonding time there and then we all went home.

Today... me and Melis have to go get our costumes for Sat. night's Halloween party. Oh yeah... that's gonna be some good times. Then Jenna's gonna come out with us today after she's done with her appointment... not quite sure I'm doing yet tonight... whatever. Well I'm out... later.

***HERE YA GO JENNA***

the awesomeness that is jenna sally vallance

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Tue, 19 Oct 2004 17:02:19 GMT

(the following is a public service announcement paid for by The Awesomest Person Ever Fund)

once upon a time there was this sweetass girl named jenna sally vallance. she kicked so much ass, in fact, that she could just not handle her absolute sweetness. so, jenna sally vallance decided that something had to be done about this. jenna sally vallance decided that she was going to do the entire universe a favor and write a book explaining the steps needed to take to be as cool as she was. this book will be in stores near you in the coming future.

although jenna sally vallance is sweet as hell, she does have her bad points. one of them is that she never saves up her money. this is where you come into the picture. all you need to do is give me (brittany boisonetty) fifty dollars and i will match what you have and give it to jenna sally vallance. if enough people donate to this fund (the awesomest person ever fund) jenna sally vallance may even decide to become your friend.

thank you for your time and good luck in your becoming awesomeness.

--brittany boisonetty

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Sun, 17 Oct 2004 17:34:50 GMT

Damn... it's been so long since I've updated. Nothing new is really going on... I guess.

There's still drama going on as usual... but it'll be over soon! :o)
Some things are going really good... which is awesome. You get to see who your true friends and who really cares. And ya gotta love those people. haha. This weekend wasn't anything too special. Friday night I went to Jenna's house and just chilled there for a little while and went to CVS and Subway. Then I went to Sean's around 11 and slept over there. Saturday Stef came over. We had to go get new windshield whippers since I broke mine Friday night. lol. Then we just chilled at my house... it was a good bonding time though. hahaha. My dog beat her up. lol. Today... Sean came over for a little bit and I gotta go to work in a little while. Last night I talked to Brett the first time in like... a year or something. lol. It was pretty crazy.

But anywho... Jenna's getting a new job... I'm so happy for her. I'm so jealous... you little biatch! lol. Just kidding...

Well I'm out for now... laters.

xx_daisy29_xx@hotmail.com — Sat, 14 Aug 2004 14:04:37 GMT

Yeah i just woke up and I'm still wicked tired. I ended up going to bed around like 2 or 2:30. Def. couldn't sleep. But last night was fun. hahah... yup. Drunk people are amusing.

g2g... laters.